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[haptalaon]

I have been very fortunate in my T experience: my mood lifted overnight, like a revelation. My body is much the same as it ever was (I'm only in month 3), but nontheless I feel ready to go outside and be social, and I love being in my body - which is strange, after so long without that sensation.

I'm enjoying the extra burr of gravitas in my voice on reading the morning devotional, the extra rumbling tone when I sing prayers.

And that dissociative sense of being part-of-everything has instead got much stronger, an ecstatic sense of fullness. it is a wonder and a marvel.