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wrt the weather right now, I keep toying with a system - I have no idea where it fits in with anything or how it should be used - of a white wind, a red wind and a blue wind.

The white wind is when things become clearer, a blowing-away-the-cobwebs of a walk ( ☉☽︎ and/or  ☽︎). It brings clarity, freshness, a spring-clean-for-the-soul, a blank sheet of paper, a bath in the air; it may be bracing, but always helps you see your way more clearly by cutting back what is clutter.

The blue wind brings despair, brings weight of water. ( ☽︎🞱) - like a fog sitting on your soul, like being doused in misery, like the air you breathe is wet and the earth beneath you is sodden and your skin is soaked with sorrow, and the clouds blot out the sun and the darkness is unending. Helps if you're British, to know the blue wind I think; a properly Welsh wetness.

But the red wind wakes you up inside with laughter ( ☉🞱) and its this red wind I've been feeling for a few days now, reminding me what autumn is. Red winds sweep you up with them. Red winds are generally dry (but not always), and they can be felt more inside than out - a great hurrying and harrying to getup and go dancing; a playful wind which destroys things in its joy and never notices, a hysterical wind which says now, now, now; the sort of wind that gets you into trouble. Where I come from, when the wind ruffles the cornfield, the rhyme goes:

Herodias's
daughter
is shaking out
her skirts

as if somebody was dancing and swirling there and making the land dance with her, overpowering the senses until you go and dance alongside - no matter where it leads.

I have missed red winds. Red winds can be accompanied by red stars. I felt the red wind once at night as slender clouds streaked across a strangely hot darkness; it felt a little like getting swept up into the final track of Seance at Hobs Lane, an insistent pulsating of everything - not like a wind at all, and sometimes the red wind is sudden stillness but a thrumming inside. I have missed red winds

I have no idea how such a system would be "put-to-use" in a magical context, but that says more about me than it; I like to exist alongside the spirits more than I've ever felt drawn to "do" anything with them





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So I'm studying banishing techniques, to try and find one which feels authentic to me (which I guess is another post, that I'd welcome your thoughts on) but I'm starting with the Key of Solomon and:

In the days and hours of Saturn thou canst
• perform experiments to summon the souls from Hades, but only of those who have died a natural death.
• Similarly on these days and hours thou canst operate to bring either good or bad fortune to buildings
• to have familiar spirits attend thee in sleep
• to cause good or ill success in business, possessions, goods, seeds, fruits, and similar things, in order to acquire learning;
• to bring destruction and to give death, and to sow hatred and discord.

So i still haven't decided how to bring planets into my system, but there's nothing about the traditional Western Esoteric use of the planets that I have a problem with, so maybe just "as is".

I'm really struck by this idea that Saturn (which is Stellar) has the power to bring good or bad fortune to buildings, because that feels so specifically us. By that, I mean. Hmmm.

The Stellar is associated with hauntings, often of an eerie or uncertain kind - not a woman in black who walks across the abbey floor but a definite sense of presences, of hauntings. Basically because this is an experience that moves me so profoundly.

Surely, the intention of the writer is to talk about - whether your house burns down or not - but I'd argue that an ill-fortuned building is just another way to say a haunted one, and that feels like it interrelates with Saturn's association with spiritwork and the dead (but not the spirits of people, the spirits of buildings) - and that works for me. Really nicely.

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I am ready to launch the first stage of the Landcraft correspondence system, which organises all things in terms of the Solar, the Lunar and the Stellar.

The purpose of the Landcraft correspondence system is to be an alternative to the four classical elements, the gender binary, and the Tree of Life, an underlying system of magic for people who do not wish to use the standard correspondence systems for various reasons;  a system of correspondences which, additionally, feels earthy and pagan, organic and authentic to the land and the folklore beneath our feet. It is an open system: you may combine it with any other pagan tradition, not only Fencraft; as well as re-mixing and hacking it for your own purposes.

Now available:I hate the term "celestial", hate it hate it hate it, and very much welcome other suggestions.

These parts of the system have been fixed and certain for around two years now. The next step for Landcrafting is to release the fuller correspondence charts (colours and so forth), pin down how the dual-celestials work (concepts like the Solar-Lunar, the inbetween elements), and how they interact with physical elements (like Fire, Land, Water, and so forth). And then finally - the big bit that's still missing - how you actually *use* them in ritual and magic, which is still eluding me.

I've also written a first masterpost of Rural Psychogeography, works exploring the hidden mysteries of the land. I am now obsessed with Chanctonbury Rings.

Mood? A deep, relaxed, mellow breathing-out of satisfaction, completeness and success.
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My husband's suggestion for our flyer slogan:

"The Landweird: because life is a disorganised mess, and you can be too!"
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Part of the problem with trying to develop a "Golden Dawn but for Pagans" is that they are...conceptually incompatible.

Things like: I like the Tree of Life. I like the idea that all things can be mapped onto a clear diagram, a representation of the physical and energetic world there on paper which can be traversed from points to highways. And that as an initiate, I can travel step by step up the tree, learning and empowering myself once concept at a time.

There have been earlier attempts to put Paganism onto the Tree of Life; I recently read a very good one from Ross Nichols of OBOD which sort of redesigned it. And yet, almost by definition...the energies of the land and the Landweird and the ancestors and the spirits in the earth and storm are not capable of being mapped. That's why we love them.

And while my Solar/Lunar/Stellar distinction is working for me, it keeps resisting all attempts to turn it into a Tree of initiatory stages.

Similarly, Ceremonial stuff is underpinned by a certainty - the pure white light - which you reach up to. This is vaguely but persistently identified with the Abrahamic God, and again, seems very difficult to replace with anything else. Who else but He represents goodness, purity, strength, holiness, otherworldliness, and has given His followers a promise? Who is both in some ways a person but in others an energy field? No Pagan concept can be slotted into that conceptual space. We do have thigns that cleanse, or that are good, or that are interested in our welfare. We don't, however, have that white light of godhead.

You can try and put, like, Odin up there - because he's the top - or Spirit, or all sorts of Pagan concepts. It will have an effect, but it won't have *the* effect. Because again, an important part of the Pagan is a lack of certainty.

A lack of certainty manifests in different paths in different ways. It could be Powers who are characteruistically fickle, unreliable or capricious. It could be the force of Fate or Wyrd, disrupting man's affairs. It could be the sense in any religion that sometimes magic and prayer does not work, because it is subject to a higher will or doom. Many of our traditions are hazy about the afterlife, and what you need to do to get there; or have a relavitist approach to morality, so there is no energy which represents both the Lord and all that is good. We are of the land; and the land is unpredictable, made of tides. It rises and falls. It is not eternal.

I think the idea of making "ceremonial paganism" is like trying to serve stake with a chainsaw, or knit with spaghetti - two things which fundamentally can't come together without ruining the essential qualities of each. You can knit with spaghetti, of course - but it'll make for a bad jumper and a bad meal, and you'd best just do one or the other.

At the same time, the challenge is still quite satisfying for me. Because only in attempting to do so I come to understandings like this.
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That satisfying feeling when something you're sensing and percieving is echoed by other writers and thinkers in the area.

(I'm trying to develop a new correspondence system, and I've hit upon some useful ways of thinking about energy, inspired by a friend who has a lot of experience in that area.

I think Stellar the nature of energy/presence is absorb.

The mountains around here are...dampening, in a weird way, which is not to say that they do not have energy - but that it is such a heavy shimmering, an absent-presence, negative-overload. A sensation I get off the Overlook Hotel in the Shining, and the Monolith in 2001: A Space Odyssey, and the Color out of Space - three Stellar reference points.

This ties in with a couple of things; like the Stellar colour is black, the colour which absorbs heat and light and all other colours. That it is related to the hunger of the wild, and black holes - endless, infinite hungers which take and take. My friend's book says "you can't vamp the sea", and she's right - the sea (a Stellar element), like mountains and depth of earth, have an infinite capacity to absorb, as if you go deep enough and it is no longer a place with form or extent, but unmappable and strange. And of course, this would explain why historically water and salt are used as a psychic scrub - they would have those Stellar characterstics.

It also reveals a kind of truth about being low-on-energy - which is that one becomes very heavy, very emotional, suggestable and disoriented. Sleep, the emotions, altered states, the otherworlds, mental disruption and time: all Stellar things.

o~*~o
 
One of the satisfying things about building your own correspondence system is you go from a person who "doesn't sense energy" to realising you do, and overwhelmingly so. You just needed your own language and lens for doing so. As a neurodivergent person, who encounters this accessibility need in almost every walk of life, this should have occured to me earlier.
 
o~*~o
 
The only problem I can see in this is that for the longest time, overcast days have been a Lunar property. It seems likely that they are, instead, a Stellar one - they have that same dampening quality.
 
 
o~*~o
 

If this is how Stellar energy operates, what about the other two? I've less clear terminology for them yet, but I think Solar must be in some sense "alive". You'd find Solar energy in animals, plants, people, social gatherings and fires - things which can be born, live, flourish, diminish and die. It might be associated with fire or even blood. It's an energy you have to nourish and grow, and then protect or feed - but it is alive, and has its own sense of heart to it. Like a person. Or any good thing - Solar is community, and is the best of man, neither of which survive but without effort and great care.

As for Lunar, it's more of a sense of cold, water, ice, beams of light, crystals, and energy in its purest "Hollywood beam of magic energy" sense. Lunar is white - it contains all colours in it, the same way as the Stellar does. Neutral, mobile, easily moved and used, highly flexible - all those colours, each with their own purpose. Lunar energy is like, that abstract glowing stuff every energy user uses under normal circumstances to - say - draw a pentagram in the air, or channel into an amulet. Solar energy comes out of the land, the fire, the wood or the heart; and Stellar energy is like a land-miasma, tempting the unwary.

(And that's why in my friend's book when she says - and I've heard it before - that the "sphere of white light" is a useless shield that is merely attractive to feeders, makes a certain kind of sense. If white light contains all the colours, all the energies, it would indeed be a kind of feast; and you'd be better placed to use some kind of absorbent, dampening Stellar shield, or a specific colour with a specific property & purpose.)

o~*~o

It's very much a work in progress. I'd particularly like more descriptive terms. But always satisfying to find things falling into place & making a certain kind of structured and functional sense.
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One good thing about a period of time away from the web, is it does force you to develop ideas more slowly: they can't be immediately shared, and this allows them to mature and be tested.

I think I am close now to having a workable trad outline. The goal is a universal generic framework for tradcraft - which includes a bit of nature work, a bit of techy ceremonial stuff, a bit of liminal stuff, and a lot of pop culture.

The frameworks that exist have a couple of problems:

1. They're heavily Judeo-Christian in origin, and don't feel "Pagan"

2. They're very specific at doing a single thing: Gardinarian Wicca, or Celtic Reconstructionism.

3. They're secret. People hint, but there's nothing one can use out of the box.

So I'm hoping to share what I've been working on as a bridging system:

1. It has a theoretical/technical background, replacing the Kaballah, the 4 Elements, and other ceremonial ideas which persist into Paganism. One can still do noodly ceremonial magic, but it isn't underpinned by alien ideas.

2. It's not specific, and umbrellas a lot of other traditions. One can do Wiccan gods or ancient pantheons or pop culture under our brolly, without having to do Wicca, reconstructionist polytheism, or eclectic magic. If you're too eclectic to fit an existing group, but still want the lore, history and detail of a real tradition, this is for you.

3. It's not secret, but it is a Mystery tradition. Available notes will walk a line between sharing the basics, but leaving room for individuals to fill in the gaps and do the experiential stuff of which Mystery is made.

4. It comes with an optional deity set one can use out of the box, but a lot of room to fine-tune and develop over time, or slot in your own names.

5. It's explicitly gender-blind - one can use or ignore gender as preferred - and anti-authority - I encourage people to develop their own blends and flavours. I will, of course, continue to develop it; but you can return to the trunk or define your own branch at will.

6. Fairies, witches, land spirits, old gods, things which were possibly once gods, trees, seas, storms, dead things in barrows, Tolkien, Syd Barrett, Boudicca, Jim Henson and Little Red Riding Hood. Is the kind of thing we do, and the kind of experience the system is designed to facilitate. However, it's very flexible.




I'm currently sorting the core, open content from the idiosyncratic/personal/secret stuff. I'm also wrestling with the urge not to put it online, but to send it to the interested by post.

Is this weird, perverse, deliberately difficult and obstructive; grasping at a thing which could be made truly open online; and a failure against which the system will be no good to anyone, remaining too small and private to gain traction, and inaccessible to those who don't wish to share their address? I don't know. But I *really* like the idea of sending written correspondence to people, and them receiving something strange in the mail; and especially considering the importance of not-being-online to the Landweird. I really like the idea of writing up note sets one at a time, to be mailed out to interested parties; and rumours of a hidden tradition circulating, unseen but perceived. I like the idea of conversations happening that I am less aware of, instead of it all going through my blog and maintaining a strong level of authorial control. Letters are copied and copied and copied into personal grimoires, and quickly assume a strong local flavour.

The Gerald Gardener factor: far more fun to feel like you've joined an ancient, secret coven, than to read all available documentation for a tradition in a day then say - is that all there is? I think this is where Scott Cunningham went wrong as a writer, and where I went wrong with Wicca generally. I encountered it as a complete, rather boring, middle-of-the-road description, rather than a living tradition. No doubt, actual Wiccans do the fun stuff too - but you wouldn't know it to read Cunningham. So there's a chance that, Mysteries-by-mail prevent a putative tradition from being over & old hat before it's had the chance to draw breath.

I don't know.
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All through Christmas and the new year, I had a morning ritual - but it's fallen by the wayside. It stopped feeling appropriate. It's bothering me in the sense that, I finally had a routine practice! But also because I know the value of routine, and can't find something to fill the gap with.

I'm currently working on developing my own tradition - I don't know what value it has for others, but for me it's an excuse to spend a lot of time reflecting, walking, researching, and generally keeping the landweird at the forefront of my mind.

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