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29 December 2018 16:15![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
haptalaonProbably the greatest sign that things are going wrong in how I handle my feelings/decisions about work is the phrase "I do not accept". Not accepting stuff is a sure path to suffering.
At the same time. Power has always demanded acceptance from the powerless, or at least acquiescence. Acceptance is what everyone is counting on. I do not accept is all we have to make the world kinder and fairer; and right now, I have no plans to leave my bedroom or speak to anyone.
So idk if this is a wrong urge or not; it's clearly an urge that leads to difficulty and pain, but that doesn't make it a wrong choice. Just a difficult one.
All the blood vessels in my cheeks have burst from crying.
At the same time. Power has always demanded acceptance from the powerless, or at least acquiescence. Acceptance is what everyone is counting on. I do not accept is all we have to make the world kinder and fairer; and right now, I have no plans to leave my bedroom or speak to anyone.
So idk if this is a wrong urge or not; it's clearly an urge that leads to difficulty and pain, but that doesn't make it a wrong choice. Just a difficult one.
All the blood vessels in my cheeks have burst from crying.
