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[haptalaon]

My religious system has a lamentable lack of actual gods. This is in part by design - im mote comfortable with both the abstract, faceless, immensity sort of Power, and the local fairy who happens to live nearby and who might be up for a chit chat and exchange of favours. All the same, it leaves me with an absence of anything to actually *worship*. And again, this is surely in part by design? As that makes me more uncomfortable than, say, a Witchfather who comes to teach or a water fey who might be summoned and talked with. And yet. There's a hollow in my practice where a god ought to be. It would be nice to have a thing to serve and worship and, well, regard as a higher power. Maybe it's not in my nature? Or maybe I ought to challenge my discomfort? It's hard to say. I do envy people with prayers and rhe like, but whenever ive tried writing them they've felt very silly.