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[haptalaon]

 Another rewarding thing about system building is, when I was 7 or 8 in first started having pagan feels in association with a couple of silly things in my life. I never really found them in my work, until.now when I'm building my own thing. And finding that, those things are still very central and speak to me, and now I can enshrine them quite deliberately. 

But it's weird to me that me aged 7 was on the right track; or that I would still be the same person as I was at 7, still drawn by rhe same sources of beauty.