Tolkien Fanfiction Survey, 3rd Edition!
24 November 2025 20:52Now I know a few of us around here are *ahem* fandom olds. However, even if you are no longer active in Tolkien fandom, if you read or wrote Tolkien-based fanfiction in the past, we want to hear from you! We are very interested in how beliefs and practices change over time and also in fandom generations (we even published an article based on the survey in the book Fandom: The Next Generation). So if you have fifteen minutes or so to spare, we'd love to hear from you!
To be eligible, you must be 18 or older and have written and/or read Tolkien fanfiction either currently or in the past. All levels of experience with Tolkien are welcome, whether you just saw your first film last week and wrote your first story yesterday or you've been doing this for decades. Readers and writers who work with Tolkien adaptations, like the Jackson films, the Rings of Power series, or Tolkien-based games, are encouraged to participate as well.
You can find the survey here.
Finally, if you know of any Tolkien fans or communities that might be interested in the survey, we greatly appreciate signal boosts!
Deep Thoughts With Dixie #29 - Walking
23 November 2025 16:44"Sparky's been stuck inside because of the rain. The dog next door, who never tells me her name, doesn't say anything unless she's singing to the sounds that come and go fast."
"What? Oh, yeah, the sirens on fire trucks."
"What's a truck?"
"A big car that has space in the back so people can carry things; that's open to the sky."
"Oh, those – there are ones made of fire?"
"No, they're made of the usual stuff, but they go around putting out fires people don't want."
"Oh."
"What about Morris?"
"He's not part of the dog world – you've told me that before, and he also says it a lot."
"Well, he's right, he's a cat, so he's different from dogs and Two Legs."
"Pack leader?"
"Yes Dixie?"
"You're quiet."
"Yeah, I am."
"Why?"
"Why is someone like they are? That's a deep question that often takes a while to explain."
"Oh."
"Let me try – I spent what you would of think of as my puppy time in a place that wasn't always safe. My brother got into trouble a lot, so I learned how to be quiet so I didn't draw attention to myself. I didn't want to be noticed."
"Your brother? That's Molly's and Boo's pack leader?"
"Yes."
"He scares me. He's loud."
"Ah, and I'm quiet, so you're used to me. That explains something, he wonders why you shake when he's around – not shake paws, but shake your body. I'll tell him what's up with that."
"So you move so quiet because you were scared?"
"Wow, way to cut to the root of the situation, Dixie Pup. Yeah, that's probably it. I like being quiet too, it's better, in my mind, than stomping around like the roommate and some other people I know."
"Hey, talking about stomping, did I hear someone stomping on the roof?"
"Yeah, I need to get some work done on it."
"How do they do that?"
"They scrape the shingles off and put new ones down."
"I bet they're tall."
"No, they have things they can climb up on to get up there."
"That's the big difference between dog people and two legs people, you have all those things to do things."
"Yes, it's part of what makes us who we are. It took a long time to develop those things."
"Okay, so if you have all those things you can use, why can't you turn the backyard into inside?"
"Not this again, Dix, we've already talked about this."
I got up and got back to work before she drug me into that conversation again.
Just Create - CHUNKY edition
22 November 2025 16:13I'm going to promote my blog post on the Ultimate Text Readability Trick because I had a friend need it today. The secret is CHUNKY OUTLINES (Instructions are text and screenshots, with alt text)
The Friday Five for 21 November 2025: TV Time
21 November 2025 00:091. What's your favourite TV network?
2. If you could create your own channel, what would it be?
3. What TV show did you watch as a child, that you wish they would bring back?
4. What show have you always hated, and wonder why they ever made such a dumb show?
5. What TV show's seasons would you buy on DVD?
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Changes of Different Types
17 November 2025 17:16My phone struggles continue as I mentioned in my last update, but at least I'm getting the feel of how to answer calls and turn on the speaker. I have no way to get to my voicemail at this time, six of them according to something on the phone. I also still don't have any of the blind apps or other backup plan things. And I don't have anyone who I think can do anything about this – the phone store doesn't do that kind of stuff anymore, and the Geek Squad at Best Buy didn't help either.
Regarding my anti-rejection infusion, the place I was going to before they broke up with me told my contact at the transplant clinic that it wants to get back together with me, so in the next day or so I'll get an appointment to go back there. That's a load off my mind.
The AI generated book covers are still showing up, and at some point soon I'll get with
I've been in a decluttering mindset today, and so far I've reorganized a shelf on the baker's rack in the kitchen and the cabinet under my television, the top shelf where I keep things that aren't my clothes (those are in Elfa baskets below that shelf). I'm glad I'm getting this stuff done, and it's giving me a lot more space. This activity also distracts me from some things that would depress me if I gave them full attention, and that's not useful for me to get that way.
Just Create - Path edition
15 November 2025 22:37what I need is Accounting For Anticapitalists
14 November 2025 18:44One thing I have learned about myself doing this Accounting for Managers course is that I absolutely hate having to write from a pure "upper management" point of view to the point where my options are just "procrastinate indefinitely" or "write it as if I run some kind of employee-owned co-op" and so I'm opting for the latter most of the time.
The rest of this is just a thought dump, feel free to ignore.
Somewhere yesterday I realized that I've been tearing down all of my systems and guardrails instead of what I usually try to do, which is changing them one at a time or, ideally, not changing them at all.
My household routines are off and honestly have been since before my nibling got here. Laundry's just. Not moving. I can't seem to make any progress on packing. Nothing's getting out of the house. I've complained about this before, it's boring.
I got a new pair of jeans with a slightly smaller pocket so I decided to try a slightly smaller notebook and all hell has broken loose since then on the notebook front. I've tried and bounced hard off of two, I'm still sort of using a third but not very well, I've got a journal that's too large to be an EDC living next to my bed except when it isn't, and I bought the absolutely gorgeous PaperblanksxFourth Wing notebook and it's in this size they call "midi" which is like... 5x7? It's bigger than my jeans pockets but it's fall now and I'm wearing my jacket a lot and it has no problem fitting in my jacket pocket and I'm trying SO FUCKING HARD not to move into it just because it's SHINY NEW but at the same time it's like... distracting thinking about it so maybe I should just fucking do it, you know? If I like it, then I can try a paperblanks planner for next year in the Midi size too. And if I don't I'll just go back to the one that works.
Please somebody tell me this isn't worth the amount of overthinking I'm doing.
I had somebody suggest making a list of values in a way that hit me like a ton of bricks, where normally that would sound twee as hell. Because it occurred to me that I'm actually always looking for a single word or phrase that unites everything I care about and that's just... pretty much impossible. But if I make a list then I don't have to just pick one. (lolsob why does "you can be more than one thing" feel like a big deal)
Other things I've torn apart and now cannot commit to: - backups (I don't want to depend on google drive. Currently waffling between a nextcloud instance and protondrive.) - email providers (Currently waffling between fastmail and protondrive.) - digital notes/references/bookmarks (kind of half moved into Obsidian, tried xtiles but never settled into it, playing with moving back into Notion, there are some things Notion just makes really easy.) - website (one of the things Notion could make really easy is some variants on website maintenance. not all of them but... definitely some. currently have some sites on a regular ftp host, some still on nearlyfreespeech, and some still running on fastmail's web server option. not keeping up with anything. augh etc.)
Also other stuff I'm forgetting, I'm sure.
The Friday Five for 14 November 2025
13 November 2025 18:141. What's one of the nicest things a friend has ever done for you?
2. What's one of the nicest things a stranger has ever done for you?
3. What is a trait in another person that you instantly admire, and that draws you to them?
4. What is a trait in another person that instantly repels you, and prevents you from forming a close relationship with them?
5. Time to vent: tell us about something rotten someone has done to you.
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Of Phones, Roofing, and Other Factors of Life
11 November 2025 20:35For the most part things have been quiet. But at the suggestion of just about everyone I know IRL I got a new phone on Saturday. Oh boy. The person selling me a phone wasn't much help at all in configuring it – he told me multiple times that my questions would require me to take them to Best Buy's Geek Squad for help, because they no longer train their people on configuring phones – they have only what they can find out on their own. They are there to sell phones and deal with billing issues. In the past I could call the Disability Support Line, but they only help deaf people now. Grr.
I got a Samsung Galaxy S25 for reasons I won't go into because there are some of you that will ask me why I didn't get a phone from a specific brand and I don't want to go into that yet again.
It pains me to admit this, because in general parlance I'm a geek, and in some arenas a full-on nerd, but I could get better results out of trying to make telephone calls with an alto saxophone. If someone calls it's a strong chance I'm going to miss the call, and calling back can take a long while because getting the phone app opened is an iffy proposition. I have no idea how many voicemails I've got waiting for me at this point, and I spent forever deleting text messages, which I don't use anyway. It has things on it I'll never use, like Facebook, Spotify, etc., and there's a bunch of stuff on my main screen that I'll never use and I don't know where the other icons are for my blind apps. Nearby Explorer got bought by another company, but I can't find that email telling me what needs to come from the app store, Sero is also not there, and the same is the case with Scripttalk. I've got a Geek Squad appointment at 10:20 tomorrow morning, so I hope we can get a lot of this stuff resolved so I can start using my phone. And I should have known better than to buy a communications device the day before the start of a Mercury retrograde.
My roof is shot. I got it appraised and talked to a general contractor, and it's going to need a full replacement. The appraiser was from my insurance company, which is now looking to be my ex-insurance company come the start of next year, and they're not going to help me one bit on it, thanks to a high deductible I have. What's it going to cost? $13,500 if nothing pops up, so I'm really going to need around sixteen and a half grand. I've got a first mortgage that I'm paying down well, and a second mortgage that I don't pay anything on and that gains no interest, though if I refinance or sell the house that'll have to be paid off. But I can't be sure to be able to pay another loan for the roof. I'm going to talk to the city and the county about this issue and see what can be done, and if I don't find anything I'll call my state representative, who wouldn't do anything himself, but one of the people in his office will – I've had luck with this in the past.
My room is starting to get set up. Part of me is doing that attraction energy thing and not putting anything on the bookcase headboard on the other side of the bed, leaving the drawers empty, etc., but to be honest I'm not moving anyone I get involved with into my house ever again – I read a book on living apart together that cemented my thinking, but I've been of this mind since, hmm, let's see, April 9th of 2011. So the hard part will be deciding what goes in those under-the-bed drawers. And yes, this is sort of flying in the face of my resolution to give up on romantic relationships (I almost wrote entanglements), but there's a difference between stepping away from something and nailing the door shut.
A friend of mine is playing with graphics through Chat GBT and Cockpit, and he's managed to do a couple of covers for me. I'm almost giddy about this.